I miss you. I’ve been telling myself that I’m okay without you, but I’m not. You were my best friend. I miss having someone to talk to late at night right before bed. I miss the sound of your voice. It’s weird. I can hardly remember what you sound like. But sometimes it comes back to me. I just want you back. I don’t know why you left like that. Or why you ignored me for 7 months & then came back just to lead me on. Was it all just to get back at me for what I’ve done? I didn’t deserve that. But despite all that, I still miss you. Plain & simple. I just want what we had all back.
I’m gonna miss sitting outside on my roof late at night when i go off to college. I love going out there to think. & to just look at the stars & the moon. It’s honestly breathtaking. If i could lay outside all night, i would. I think i will in the summer time. Ugh, life is going by way too fast. I really don’t feel like growing up. At all. I want someone to make decisions for me. I love my life as it is right now. I love my family. I love my friends. I love my home. I really do. Everything’s just fine. So why does it all have to change so fast?