If i could go back in time to visit my young self, i would tell him to find joy in everything, to love the life you life, appreciate the things & people in your life now because they will NOT always be there, the people you will meet will matter the most so enjoy them while they’re there because the time will eventually come when you’ll have to say goodbye, make new memories every chance you get, make mistakes & grow from them, learn more about everything, go out & have fun, don’t stress too much because you’ll have plenty of time for that when you get older, don’t be in such a goddamn hurry to grow up because childhood is honestly the most innocent time of your life, be happier, argue less, don’t shut people out, reach out, don’t over analyze everything, don’t worry until it’s time to, dare yourself to do things you’d never do, challenge yourself, find your talent & don’t ever let go of it, go play in the rain & get muddy, don’t be such a clean freak, just ENJOY THE MOMENT because they don’t last & neither do all memories. The future’s scary & things will change. Everything ahead of you matters, make it count. Please.
I have a personal reason for ASKING if everyone could please reblog this. I know that I will everyone time I see it. Think of someone you know or a loved one who has or had cancer. My prayer every night is for a cure for cancer will be found in 2011. Will you reblog this? I dare you. Do it for all of us, and especially those who are battling or lost their battle to cancer. Reblog it once, twice, as many times. I hope to see all the people I follow reblog it too.
All day I kept thinking of how good it will feel tomorrow to be able to go back on Twitter & Facebook. I’m worried though that once I go back, I’ll lose all the free time that I had during this project. Hopefully I’ll be able to restrain myself more & not be tempted to go on either of the sites as much. However, I can honestly that my extreme urges to constantly tweet have somewhat diminished & I hope that I won’t be tweeting as much or be as addicted as I was before this project. In the end, I think this project has been pretty successful & has been worth it because I’ve been able to prove to myself that I have enough willpower to just stop a habit of mine on the spot for several days & resist the temptations & break. I’m proud of myself :) but I’m definitely looking forward to being able to see what my friends are up to on Facebook & Twitter. Only less than an hour left!
Today, I still felt the urges to go on Twitter and Facebook, but I guess that they weren’t quite as bad as they were yesterday. I decided to use my time wisely and practice drawing and I even got to spend a little more time with my family. I also finally got the time to continue working on the novel that I’m writing and was able to write another chapter, which is a lot of progress. I’m glad that I’m getting the time to do more things that I’ve been wanting to do. However, I’m still anticipating Thursday and counting down the hours until I can use Twitter and Facebook again. I wonder what it’ll be like to go back…